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[Shelbay]

I have it ordered-KIDS. Amazon said it was 1995 it was made..anyway..got it ordered. I think it's going to be one of those that I have to actually watch more than once..? Not sure yet but I want it. Now you have me looking for you on here void lol. That is sounding like a cruel plot for one person to actually want to do that to girls though...I am going to be quiet until I view.

[VoidLivesOn]

Oh sorry, just 2 years off.Yeah theres nothing really in the movie to get, except it will just leave you in awe.Like "What did I just watch?".Its amazing how he filmed it and got teen actors to act like that.I think I might go watch mine here in a minute...

[Shelbay]

Oh sorry, just 2 years off.Yeah theres nothing really in the movie to get, except it will just leave you in awe.Like "What did I just watch?".Its amazing how he filmed it and got teen actors to act like that.I think I might go watch mine here in a minute...

haha..when I said I might watch it more than once I have a tendency to view some movies while I am "sober" and then again after I burn a really good one...kind of like questioning myself? But I know I am ready now..I want it for this weekend and I paid expedited shipping so I should have it very soon. For a 17 yr old you are way beyond your years....which is not always a bad thing..you have been refreshing so far..as in when I post with you..even after I sign off...I am wanting to know more.... Your name always caught my attention though..what void? Thats a unique way of saying you have a void in your life..still carry on? Just a little curious about YOU.

[VoidLivesOn]

Actually to add on to my ego, I'm really 16.And I understand what you mean about burning one to that movie, I've seen that movie 5 times and only once sober.
Hehe I wish there was some metephorical analogy comparing my life and user name.But actually its just a punk band back from the 80s that are pretty good, just never were to popular.And I used to be just Void on these message boards but after some misunderstandings I was banned.So I created VoidLivesOn so everyone could have the imput from a loud-mouth,bored teenager.But to compare a void in my life, sure I've had some rough times but everyone has a past, just some are worse the others.Sorry to keep you hanging, I just had the pleasure of getting a root canal.

[Shelbay]

Actually to add on to my ego, I'm really 16.And I understand what you mean about burning one to that movie, I've seen that movie 5 times and only once sober.
Hehe I wish there was some metephorical analogy comparing my life and user name.But actually its just a punk band back from the 80s that are pretty good, just never were to popular.And I used to be just Void on these message boards but after some misunderstandings I was banned.So I created VoidLivesOn so everyone could have the imput from a loud-mouth,bored teenager.But to compare a void in my life, sure I've had some rough times but everyone has a past, just some are worse the others.Sorry to keep you hanging, I just had the pleasure of getting a root canal.

Okay..omg..16?? I thought I was going to be banned because of my viewpoints but...just trying to stick with posters I "know" now..and avoid the rest....yes everyone has a past but at 16 I didn't have a past..all I saw was my future....but times have changed since those wonder years...guess thats why I am so complex and come close to being contradictory...so much I want to do but not enough time now..my mind is willing but my body can't keep up. Sorry about the root canal...but happy you saved the tooth instead of loosing it..and remember..preventive maint. stops root canals lol..sounding like your mother yet? haha I feel your pain though..I had a tooth that had to extracted (wisdom) and my Dentist gave me Mepergan..sheesh!..never again..my husband said I was praying to Mother Theresa & Princess Diana haha..I don't do pills so good...anyway..just wanted to let you know I am anxious for my movie..haha...oh..and I watched 28 days later and Cabin Fever last night...I don't "sleep" much and thats why I have soooomany movies..helps keep me out of trouble 2..hope you feel better tomorrow..being honest here..still having difficulty with you only being 16..I missed out on the times are changing 80's..the middle 80's were the years my "past" started..so your educating me on some things..like the punk rock..I have NEVER even listened to that genre of music....darn phone again....let me post this at least..glad you came back on...did we know each other before?

[VoidLivesOn]

Probbbaabbbllyy not, I don't remember you to much when I was posting before.But yeah...never heard of punk rock? Theres probably a point to that.Punk only originated because they were sick of mainstream music and metal and wanted easy three chord music to move around to, unlike metal where at shows you were standing at attention to 3 minute solo's and punching your friends in the face.Along with that came unity in the scene sticking eachothers neck out for eachother cause back then punk I guess really meant something, you had an attitude and lifestyle to live by so you stuck togeather.Nowadays you even go to an underground punk show your being ridiculed and stared at by people who are suppose to be "down" with you because you don't look as punk rock as them.But there usually the same people who are standing on the side lines because they don't wanna mess up there 3 foot parrot mohawk, and studded jacket that took 2 hours to assemble.Yeah, so I guess its just a died out trend now...but the music still rocks! Sorry if thats one thing you wanna get me started on it music.28 days later? yeah thats another one of my favorite films.

Also I'm in the process of making my own short film now, you might enjoy watching as soon as its done.I wrote a monologue over my social aspect of high school, and i'm going to throw in some film over the rant, kinda like a little documentary.I'll post the rant if your interested in reading it.

[Shelbay]

You know I want to hear it! haha..I am "hooked" now...all I have to do is see the thread Shelbay where you replied and DSL kicks in haha..very interested in your outlook on High School..seriously..and I meant no disrespect when I said I have never listened to punk....the music I listened to was Foghat,Bad Company,ABBA,Classical of course..I have a collection of Rimsky-Korsakow...and the the other 70's music..actually had to sneak listening to rock over at my friends house and school because my parents were Southern Baptist..not allowed in their home..even though I can thank my daddy for my appreciation of piano...Floyd Cramer is my hero on that one..and your not like the 16 yr. olds here...to be producing your own short film??!! Thats like amazing to me..really...okay..your turn..and what are you going to do with your documentary? very interested in your plans on that one..oh yeah..the only 3 concerts I have ever been to were KISS,Journey and ELVIS in 77...Elvis with my mother and the other 2 with my friends...yes I did sneak off haha..but well worth the punishment I got when I came home...anyway I'll shut up and give you a chance to post...

[VoidLivesOn]

Well I mean i've picked up a ton of shit to keep myself interested..ok brb I have to make a tuna sandwhich..but nothing has ever appealed to me more then writing,filming,and editing.PRobably cause its the only thing I feel like i'm half decent at.Writing is kick ass all in itself, just because you have the chance to perfect your thoughts in a time span up to you, un-like talking and debating it has to all come out at once.Especially writing for yourself, cause you know I'm not trying to impress anyone when I'm writing..? ok here it is.It might sound a little childish, I dunno, your alot older then the audiance I was trying to make it appeal to, hehe.

Ohhh, High School. A place where a variety of teenagers can get togeather and learn in harmony regardless of there race, gender, or dress preference. High school also is the very place where students have the oppurtunity to expand there horizons with the nectar of education.

Hah...you'd have to be a moron to believe that. I think what I really meant was, High School is a place where social status reigns supreme, and if your not up to date with there shitty, unapt noise they actually call music....well then your just a waste of life.

You know what they say,"High School is suppose to be the best years of your lives!" Well alot of times in life arrogance often breeds hate, so believe me when I say this: Arrogance is practically the cornerstone of high school.So, Who's complaining? No one.Sort of.

Why don't we move on to a necessity of high school! Love.Actually I'm using the word quite loosley here.When I walk through the halls of my school I smell two things, and besides the smell of horrendous cafeteria food, as well as the pre-existing stench of overly priced fragrances, that only leaves two other things..The smell of loovvee, and the smell of prepubescent high school relationships which are only products of extreme boredom.Not to mention there 2 week life spans.I mean where does someone get off prolonging there love to an individual who has just as much time to live as they do? Pretty infantile move if you ask me.Good thing no one did though.Its ok I'm sure the relationships are ripe with love and not adolescent disputes over who got wasted and kissed who.I'm sorry but if thats all I had to argue about with someone I was suppose to love I think I would kill myself.
In high school theres plenty of people with there own problems, but how does one conduct oneself to such harsh realities of the real world? I think everyone knows the answer to that.They wait until the next day, so when they finally see there friends they can reminisce on the past night's events.But loud enough so everyone in the whole entire school can hear how hard they actually have it.Sorry I think I forgot to care.Oh, did you have to work late? Did you have to cook your own dinner? Thats funny because I didn't.In fact I got to drive to school in a car I don't even pay insurance or gas for, not to mention the clothes on my back my parents went out of the way to pay an excessive amount of money for.Wait...that sounds alot like the things my peers possess but still find time to bitch about other, petty, CRAP.
So all in all everyone of us can agree high school is one hell of a place, and no matter how much I despise it I'm still advised to go, just like some of you.As a result you have just received my perception of high school.Eat it, its good.

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also, you know were almost 2 different people, I don't see what you can find so interesting.I wasn't raised at all religous, I'm pretty much agnostic as it gets, do non-religous people bother you?

[Shelbay]

Your being non-religous is you..I give respect to anyones beliefs as long as they don't disrespect mine....being around people that are "just like you" can be mudane and boring..I like a challenge..I also like having my brain cells required to actually work for a change instead of being told all the time yes..or people that agree with everything I say..but I don't like disrespect..thats my hangup..respect...I don't really give a darn who you are,where your from,what you do....for real but if you show respect and signs of intelligence..yes it does keep my interest in that person...and as for my age..as you know I am much older than you but I have had to learn to deal with men your age group..oh yes..to many watching Mrs.Robinson I think..anyway..I was in the store one day..and I just "felt" someone watching me..I was absorbed in the fruit aisle....but felt it..I look up from the oranges and there is a really young couple standing by the bread aisle and I happened to look the guy right in his eyes when he was bending down acting like he was getting bread from the lower shelf but he was actually looking up my skirt!! Yes he did! And his g/f was glaring at ME with her arms over her chest and I couldn't do anything but just walk out..so I get caught off guard sometimes so watch your mouth about age haha...have you ever taken the national IQ test? Do you know what your supposed IQ is? Its starting to look more and more like you should have skipped high school and headed for Coll...or wherever you could find an outlet for the way your brain operates..I don't agree with high school..I agree with home schooling....some things DO have to be taught right?..but I don't agree that everyones brain thinks alike and that we should be forced to accept teachings that are taught to everyone as a whole...but I'm one of those people that believe girls and boys shouldn't be taught together either...as you have pointed out..2 many mindless distractions....we are total opposites but you do fascinate me by sharing your beliefs so being non-religous is not a problem with me..the only problem we would have on that one is if we started trying to force each others beliefs on each other but like I said I don't tune people out because we are different..of course I like being able to discuss similar interests but that is interests not beliefs..and if we were the same..what would we keep talking about?...like me and my g/f's here...when are we going shopping..what am I going to serve for dinner tonight..what perfume...so on and so on...useless chatter but shared interests...and fyi they think I am one person and to a point I am but I have to live a lie sometimes because I smoke MJ..so I came here originally to this board to find people that have shared interests and accept the "real" me...I can be an activist to a point also...just haven't really showed that yet haha I got your point on hs and I agree with you..to me it is outdated..but where do the basic teaching skills we need come from if not for teachers? I think life is a teacher also...not what someone is telling me about life...I learn through experience and to sort out all the good and bad..make my mistakes and keep on keeping on and try not to make them again..I am starting to see where you are really coming from..wow....just so you know..in YOUR case HS is going to be very boring for you..very....you need more..anyway I do see where we are headed and try to figure this one out..imagine doing what I did..surviving..and then I go to trial..and I listen to the prosecutor telling the jury what kind of person I am...what a joke that was..and 2 different psychs examine me (lol) and come away with different "results" from the same exam?! so your view at hs is my view in a way on the "judicial system"...when I got on down the road so to speak I was forced to attend group sessions and then 1 on 1 sessions with psychs..look up antisocial personalities...wanted to classify me in that group when all I had done was save myself!! And have no problem nor have had any being "social" since I stopped the abuse I was getting in my own home from my own husband..what a joke..sorry I would have finished this sooner but my husband is coming home this weekend and we are excited lol...he keeps calling to let me know where he is...I am excited about that..I am a loner for the most part but I miss him and will be sooo happy when he gets here....hope you don't take offense but thats why you get bored so easily...your alot like me whether you know it or not haha....that brain without meds is constantly going...and we don't conform for the most part..haha...who would have thought....wow..still can;t get over your being 16 and you have already figured most things out about yourself and others...I will be back..got to do some things but darn I wish I could meet you haha...yes you are interesting to me...a married 40 something Southern Woman...you have a large brain is all and you are a non-conformist..thats why hs disgusts you right? Be thankful you won't have alot of trial and tribulations just to figure out the truth of what you want..who you want..and how you want it...And keep thinking for yourself..you just figured out at a young age you don't need everyone to do that for you...but we have to follow the rules of society..I get you

[VoidLivesOn]

Haha I think its cool how we have our own little conversation going here, while theres still another world on the outside of this thread.People can just easily look in like there looking in through a window.

Nah about the Iq test, I can't really say I've ever taken one.I'm not to much of a knowledgable person.I really don't do to well on my grades, and the only time I'm ever doing good on something is when it really interests me...I guess just like everyone else.No one really enjoys doing something they don't like.And that thing for me, is high school.But I really don't know what to say to the rest of your post, it was pretty much well thought and full hearted.
But as for the religion topic.Yeah I really don't ever push my religous beliefs on anyone, and I just for the most part expect the same.I'm still young I don't think I've experienced enough yet to be worried about what will happen to me after death.So for now I think i'll try and live my life the way Aaron does..if that makes any sense? How long were you in prison?