way to start cleaning urself up. my advice would be to get a job, start paying attention in school, go out with your friends and enjoy life smoke some chron and be adventurous and strive to always do good and do stuff you will be proud of. the best thing to do is to go to college and get an education and then from their, there are many options you can choose.

im 17 in high school and enjoy life very much. yea i do get down on myself sometimes but u gotta kno that its not the end of the world and u can always make up for things. i want to go to college to be a doctor and live a sucessful life or be a marine bioligist and study the wonders of the ocean (one of my favorite things) and move to a nice island where i can relax in peace enjoy life with all my friends i meet there and smoke good carribean chron and study what i love most.

EDIT: also get involved with school and other things. meet new people and find what you like best.