i think that the greatest gratification in life comes from accomplishment and work. I enjoy weed and its affects, but it doesnt control me. I think that it is good for a person to determine what their own capacity for drug induction is, and find a decent balance. I dissaprove severely of the illegality of weed, but its societal predeterminizations undermine its ability to change face in the eyes of most americans. I hope that you can find that balance and be comforatable in your life. I am only 16 years old, but i am already begginning a modeling career and publishing a book on philosophy. I plan on joining the Marines and later becoming an Astronomer, but until then, I make the difficult choice to work hard and gain knowledge. The worst thing you can do is to sit around and accomplish nothing every day. A continual lack of predelictions upon work and school will result in your eventual chaotic and depressing downfall. Something earned is so much more gratifying than something taken or recieved.