Sorry guys, but as the title suggests, I'm gonna vent. I'm not trying to hook up, as we all should show some prudence on this board, but i have to vent.

I've been dry for a couple of months now, and haven't had a steady source for almost two years. I'm the kind of guy that will make things as easy as possible for the supplier, opening my availability beyond rational means (inconveniencing the people that matter in my life) and willing to meet or drive wherever. I haven't met a lot of people since returning to Dallas (I lived in Boston for eight years).

So my one "kinda" source WAS a friend, is not shady or dishonest, just completely unreliable. We'll set something up for a certain time, and then he doesn't call or answer the phone so I feel completely undignified trying to get a hold of him when he and is slob wife know damn well how desparate I am. I would never do that to friend--I would go overboard to keep a commitment.

The next guy I just met a couple of weeks ago. His friend does this for a living, but is so paranoid that he's not taking on new customers. He said he'd give the guy my number, but nothing yet.

I really am the easiest guy in the world when it comes to these arrangements, but all I want is to purchase a product. I don't want to negotiate a discount, and I'm not into the whole "I don't have any for sale, but you can come over and..." Uh sorry, no. Imagine a wine merchant refusing to sell you a bottle of merlot, "but we could open a bottle and have a glass together." I'm not in the scene anymore, and don't really wanna be. Like I said, I just want to purchase a product.

Sorry for the attitude and bitterness, but it's frustrating when there's something out there that could make my life more enjoyable and I have no access. Thanks for reading...
Brownstone Reviewed by Brownstone on . Okay, I gotta vent Sorry guys, but as the title suggests, I'm gonna vent. I'm not trying to hook up, as we all should show some prudence on this board, but i have to vent. I've been dry for a couple of months now, and haven't had a steady source for almost two years. I'm the kind of guy that will make things as easy as possible for the supplier, opening my availability beyond rational means (inconveniencing the people that matter in my life) and willing to meet or drive wherever. I haven't met a lot of Rating: 5