thanks for your replies everyone.

although I do feel the need to address 1 more thing if you all dont mind helping me.

My neverousness is down and up, almost like a rollercoaster. I am 16 years old now as it stands and yes I am a youngin but it dont stop me from understanding the same as you guys. But what Im tring to get to, is that from the ages 13 - 15 i was isolated by my computer and I feel like a nerd, but im not a nerd. I have nothing to talk about, my buddys n all talk bout cars, trucks, skidoos, etc that kind of shit and the girls well they talk about alot of stuff. the only problem is , when my friends are talkn bout the cars and shit around the girls, i wanna jump into that conversation but I dont know jack shit on cars and non of my buds will teach me, maybe wen summer comes round but Im stuck with NOTHING.

You guys are telling me to 'be my self' I would really love to be my self but do you think Im confused because Im still to find out who I am.