Alright guys well it boils down to my nervousness now, if i do get closer to her and around her, im really nervous like i can feel it in my stomach. i try to act cool and be my self but i cant keep the feelings down. i think its because that when i think if i get into a relationship with her and start sexn, well i had a post earlier about me and having testicular cancer, and i only have 1 testical, im nervous about her reaction to that mostly.