my hearts been ripped apart

[Stfu its Matthew]

have u guys ever been in love becouse yesterday i talked to my x and i relized how much i loved her and i basically spilled my heart out to her and told her im sorry for cheating on her and stuff and she tells me she loves me and all this other stuff then the next day me and my friend do our job and stuff and smoke a little out of his gas mask then we go to her house this is where the fun part starts i find out shes been with another guy and he starts talking shit to my friend and we were going to go back there and start beating the shit out of them so we just walk away and stuff and she yells at me and i just think about it the whole day and think what i should do then i talk to her on aim couse i cant talk to her on the phone and just basically tell her that she fucking ripped apart my heart and now i feel empty and depressed and almost like i might cry but i wont i dont know man i thought i was in love and now its just like what the fuck dude sigh... im just dont know what to do so i decided to post it here and ask people seeing as it seems no one has advice else where for me.... i dont know guys i just feel all empty.

Stfu its Matthew Reviewed by Stfu its Matthew on 02-18-2006. my hearts been ripped apart have u guys ever been in love becouse yesterday i talked to my x and i relized how much i loved her and i basically spilled my heart out to her and told her im sorry for cheating on her and stuff and she tells me she loves me and all this other stuff then the next day me and my friend do our job and stuff and smoke a little out of his gas mask then we go to her house this is where the fun part starts i find out shes been with another guy and he starts talking shit to my friend and we were going Rating: 5

[Euphoric]

u cheated on her wat can i say

[Stfu its Matthew]

it wasnt like that dude she hid the whole boyfriend scheme away from me not expecting me to know i appologized and made it up to her and told her i love her and i want to be with her and all this other stuff dude i just dont know... i find this really fucked up... dude i actually thought i loved a girl and i cant remember the last time this has happened i actually loved her ....

[Euphoric]

fortunately any relationship can be repaired it's simply a matter of time investment

[Stfu its Matthew]

dunno man its just strange i just chewed her out about how she could of told me and all this shit i dont know i was searious as fuck about this relationship becouse as i said befor i believed i REALLY REALLY LOVED HER for once in my life and ive known this girl for 6 years or more UGH...

[Euphoric]

well dont be mean to her for fcks sake!!!! only bringing nice fluffy feelings she will associate you with them right? if shes the girl u want just give it time and space and lots of love like a plant except don't smoke her aha bottom line find another outlet to vent and keep in mind no relationship will be as perfect as the utopia u paint in your mind because people are miserable and flawed

[Stfu its Matthew]

do u have any idea what happened dude

[Stoner Shadow Wolf]

i "accidentally" cheated on my ex, and i havent really forgiven myself since... it was quite inadvert, since i thought she had implied she wouldnt mind me being with a guy, and well... i guess i shouldnt have told her?


ever since then, i think she slowly stopped caring so much about me and felt betrayed...


shit happens man, you get over it, or you kill yourself.

or you live forever never getting over it...

[Euphoric]

wtf kind of accident is that? anyway, i keep my indiscretions top secret IF they even exist this message will self destruct

[BabyFacedAbortion]

You should feel more bad for her boyfriend. She's telling YOU she loves you while she has a b oyfriend.

Obviously she cares about you a lot, because girls don't just say "I love you" for no reason.