SisterIndigo....I apologize to you for any real mental pain I may have given you..I still feel both of us were responsible for our posts but I am sincere when I ask your forgiveness for calling you the nasty names that I did and despise to hear them come out of anyones mouth toward any woman..for my actions I apologize. You may not want to forgive that is on you but I am a christian with all my faults and when I realize I have done harm I also realize I have to ask the forgiveness of the person I hurt..that is my belief. I am not a stalker or schizo and make no excuses for what I said ....I think we may have the same "disorder" and I have been sick without my medicine for to long now because it is so "hot" around here right now that everyone is keeping "clean" so to speak because even though I love my state we are still ass-backwards....not in the 21st century yet and because I choose to stay here I also have to suffer sometimes when it gets into the "political hot area" and abstain from my true needed medication. No excuse as I said but as an explanation for some of the posts I made which I have read over I have the flu and was taking xanax which I apparently cannot tolerate ANY kind of legal medication....I truly apologize and didn't want you to think because I wasn't going to be posting much that I was "stalking you"...I didn't really believe you were taking our argument the way you did...I have received a few emails and been called on the carpet so to speak even at home for going against what I truly do believe in and that is no woman should have to suffer. This is it for me posting to you unless you choose to go forward. I do hope you can safely and peacefully find and keep your relief...because this crap of going without when anyone "needs" MJ is beyond my comprehension of it still being illegal in most states. This is sincere as you would say.....and I still say women should not be in positions of Commander-In-Chief .