Quote Originally Posted by Shelbay
Yes it was...thankyou for apologizing about the poll and if I said anything derogatory (sure I did ) towards you I apologize...I am like totally shocked!! People can say what they want but this is much nicer than arguing with you 2..or3? Not sure...I really haven't been on much so I haven't looked at all MY posts lol. That chicken soup would be great..If not my g/f's right now I would be miserable!! I hope you girls don't get this crap..seriously..have you ever been hit so quick and hard you couldn't even walk to the kitchen and get water?? You don't know how ashamed I am by what I said in some of my posts..I still stand by some of them but when I read some of what I was posting... As I said I am not making an excuse but my explanation is the xanax..I am prohibited from the plant that would help me right now but I can get all those pretty color pills all day that make me different..thought they were for anxiety?? Anybody want the rest?? LOL. Maybe we can "healthy debate" when I get back to normal..I am posting quick because I am just weak right now..I don't like this at all..this is when I really want my Mother..do you guys get that way when you get sick? I feel like a little kid but it's the truth. I am emailing you sister.

you know i lost a parent a few years ago,,,i am still devestated....i still pick up the phone and try to call before i remember...sometimes when i am alone i will go to the closet pull out there clothes and just smell to see if there is any of them left on it...i still cry like a baby when i hear Landslide,by Fleetwood Mac,,i finally understood what that song meant..."can i handle the changes of my life..oh no I don't know" ,,,losing a parent sucks...losing a good parent is god awful....and about being sick...y3es, i have been hit that hard a few years back...i really wanted someone to just put me out of my misery...yer hubby sounds like a good dude....glad you have someone,,now we need to get you an avatar...