I am sorry....

[slayergirl]

Yes it was...thankyou for apologizing about the poll and if I said anything derogatory (sure I did ) towards you I apologize...I am like totally shocked!! People can say what they want but this is much nicer than arguing with you 2..or3? Not sure...I really haven't been on much so I haven't looked at all MY posts lol. That chicken soup would be great..If not my g/f's right now I would be miserable!! I hope you girls don't get this crap..seriously..have you ever been hit so quick and hard you couldn't even walk to the kitchen and get water?? You don't know how ashamed I am by what I said in some of my posts..I still stand by some of them but when I read some of what I was posting... As I said I am not making an excuse but my explanation is the xanax..I am prohibited from the plant that would help me right now but I can get all those pretty color pills all day that make me different..thought they were for anxiety?? Anybody want the rest?? LOL. Maybe we can "healthy debate" when I get back to normal..I am posting quick because I am just weak right now..I don't like this at all..this is when I really want my Mother..do you guys get that way when you get sick? I feel like a little kid but it's the truth. I am emailing you sister.

you know i lost a parent a few years ago,,,i am still devestated....i still pick up the phone and try to call before i remember...sometimes when i am alone i will go to the closet pull out there clothes and just smell to see if there is any of them left on it...i still cry like a baby when i hear Landslide,by Fleetwood Mac,,i finally understood what that song meant..."can i handle the changes of my life..oh no I don't know" ,,,losing a parent sucks...losing a good parent is god awful....and about being sick...y3es, i have been hit that hard a few years back...i really wanted someone to just put me out of my misery...yer hubby sounds like a good dude....glad you have someone,,now we need to get you an avatar...

[siSTARindigo]

And by the way.....About your other man beating you......good job for shooting his ass......and making it outta that prison alive. I did read a bit on it.......

[slayergirl]

And by the way.....About your other man beating you......good job for shooting his ass......and making it outta that prison alive. I did read a bit on it.......

:clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: I agree...u r a true survivor shel... and NICE Avatar star!! very gossamer...rolls it up lights and passes to left:smokin:

[siSTARindigo]

Thank you...I saw a mona lisa smoking a fatty. That was a hard one to pass up........

But I think this one fits my stlye

[Shelbay]

you know i lost a parent a few years ago,,,i am still devestated....i still pick up the phone and try to call before i remember...sometimes when i am alone i will go to the closet pull out there clothes and just smell to see if there is any of them left on it...i still cry like a baby when i hear Landslide,by Fleetwood Mac,,i finally understood what that song meant..."can i handle the changes of my life..oh no I don't know" ,,,losing a parent sucks...losing a good parent is god awful....and about being sick...y3es, i have been hit that hard a few years back...i really wanted someone to just put me out of my misery...yer hubby sounds like a good dude....glad you have someone,,now we need to get you an avatar...

Thanks Slayergirl. You and sista are really being cool about this. Do you have a email addy? Some things I need to say but not on here. What avatar for me you think? Jackass? lol I just thought about it..all our "names" start with S..

[siSTARindigo]

I would snag the mona lisa one...it was pretty cool. It is on the website pure gave me.

[Shelbay]

haha..hey sista..okay now HOW do I do it..need to read that post that told you how huh? Trying to find it..you know my fever is back up but I have got to get online for awhile...just had to.

[Shelbay]

I would snag the mona lisa one...it was pretty cool. It is on the website pure gave me.

Okay proof positive..I joined..got activated...and I can't figure this one out...even saved the pic to my desktop but now where do I go...now this is sad..

[siSTARindigo]

On this site, your user CP, pick edit avatar. get your avatar ready and then hit browse. It should pull it up for you.

[Shelbay]

On this site, your user CP, pick edit avatar. get your avatar ready and then hit browse. It should pull it up for you.

All this time and just now getting one..but I like Mona Lisa. Had to make sure I didn't browse my adult pic I have on here for my husband..that would have been fun. Thanks.