I am sorry....

[mont974x4]

Nicely said, Shel.

[siSTARindigo]

SisterIndigo....I apologize to you for any real mental pain I may have given you..I still feel both of us were responsible for our posts but I am sincere when I ask your forgiveness for calling you the nasty names that I did and despise to hear them come out of anyones mouth toward any woman..for my actions I apologize. You may not want to forgive that is on you but I am a christian with all my faults and when I realize I have done harm I also realize I have to ask the forgiveness of the person I hurt..that is my belief. I am not a stalker or schizo and make no excuses for what I said ....I think we may have the same "disorder" and I have been sick without my medicine for to long now because it is so "hot" around here right now that everyone is keeping "clean" so to speak because even though I love my state we are still ass-backwards....not in the 21st century yet and because I choose to stay here I also have to suffer sometimes when it gets into the "political hot area" and abstain from my true needed medication. No excuse as I said but as an explanation for some of the posts I made which I have read over I have the flu and was taking xanax which I apparently cannot tolerate ANY kind of legal medication....I truly apologize and didn't want you to think because I wasn't going to be posting much that I was "stalking you"...I didn't really believe you were taking our argument the way you did...I have received a few emails and been called on the carpet so to speak even at home for going against what I truly do believe in and that is no woman should have to suffer. This is it for me posting to you unless you choose to go forward. I do hope you can safely and peacefully find and keep your relief...because this crap of going without when anyone "needs" MJ is beyond my comprehension of it still being illegal in most states. This is sincere as you would say.....and I still say women should not be in positions of Commander-In-Chief .

The only thing that "really" pissed me off was the known snitch BS, in the mom post. My very first post here....

I accept your apology. And offer one for any inslut I contributed.

I think I have already said, and stand by the fact that I did not know about the poll. I also did not make an opinion on the woman in leadership thing. I went back to see what that was all about, and I wasn't in on that. I had never met slayer before the homosexuality board. Mont, yes, but slayer was a stranger to me.

Our beef started in the homosexuality thread, it think it was #60, about 90 it started to get ugly. I don't really care about politics. I think a woman would fail equally as miserably as men have. I swear, go back and look. I don't have one post on politics. I can't even spell condalizza.....The only reason I know who dick cheyney is, is because he is from this awful state.

:rasta:

[siSTARindigo]

I SO ment insult, NOT inslut......I just caught it, sorry...

[Shelbay]

The only thing that "really" pissed me off was the known snitch BS, in the mom post. My very first post here....

I accept your apology. And offer one for any inslut I contributed.

I think I have already said, and stand by the fact that I did not know about the poll. I also did not make an opinion on the woman in leadership thing. I went back to see what that was all about, and I wasn't in on that. I had never met slayer before the homosexuality board. Mont, yes, but slayer was a stranger to me.

Our beef started in the homosexuality thread, it think it was #60, about 90 it started to get ugly. I don't really care about politics. I think a woman would fail equally as miserably as men have. I swear, go back and look. I don't have one post on politics. I can't even spell condalizza.....The only reason I know who dick cheyney is, is because he is from this awful state.

:rasta:

Thank you for accepting and I would have replied sooner but I think the bird flu has come to AL lol...I haven't been sick like this in 20 years....YOU ARE RIGHT...I actually had to have one of my friends help me figure this out because I was totally confusing you...when I checked the threads and post #'s again...I did start confusing you with the other S name...I was telling my g/f that brought me some popsickles about all this and we were just a few minutes ago looking at this post and it hit me..well she pointed it out really about the where this started. ..and to avoid posting on here about things that have to be worded so carefully sometimes if you would or you want to would you email me? Nothing like a nuclear secret lol just trying to really explain this to you but not where everyone can read it and start confusion. I couldn't figure out why you were so adamant about not being the one on political when I just KNEW you were..asked you please forgive me. Or if you prefer I know you trust Mont and he/she can email me. Never given this out on here but it is hush..so..anyway I do OWE you one...Southern Way..we hate being wrong!!!! AND having to admit it! I really got angry when my Mother was brought into it because she died a few years ago and people will say you get better over time but anyone that is truly loved by their parents and you lose them..it does not get better and I just went into a rage...please,please email. You worded that post perfectly to settle this in my mind..I get it now. Hope this is making sense because I am rushing to get this posted before I hit the bed again. Make sure you read this twice if you have 2. And tell Mont ty because it was his post that I read where I truly was like wtf is going on here..*sweetrelief.* Hope this all makes sense.. You are a christian..to forgive,thank you again. I'll share my banana pops with you.

[PureEvil760]

hmm a chick schizo..hook me up!

[siSTARindigo]

I am sush an idiot when it comes to this board...I can't figute out how to put up an avatar, I couldn't figure out the ignore button, and I don't have a clue how I am to email you

How about you email me at sistarindigo@yahoo....

And this is why I called you schizo instead of psycho. You seemed normal everywhere else, It was like you were 2 different people. I half wondered if your hubby didn't use your name too

I would call myself more of a christian agnostic if I had to pick a label. I have been through the label thing already on this board. But I am more into god, than the bible, if that makes sense. But holding grudges is not my thing. And agreeing to disgree IS my thing But, as you have already found out I am a huge smart ass when I do disagree.

You might have missed it since we have taken up a lot of bandwidth in messages between you, me and Slayer. But I even jabbed slayer before you and I got into it.....about missing the "bars" part.

I looked, and I actually had followed Mont in there. I was trying to stay away from that thread, because I am related to a homosexual, so my view is always biased. And it is such a hateful topic......I was telling mont that animals have souls........

Anyways, huge misunderstanding I guess. I am cool now, I thought you may have scared my mom, but I am to chicken to go that route anyways....

[mont974x4]

It's all my fault....it's ok...I can handle it. ;-P

[PureEvil760]

Ill be ur stalker now MWAHAHAHA

[siSTARindigo]

well now you've been in the fetish board a lot monty....What are you doing in there??? I learned my lesson, I won't be following you anymore

[PureEvil760]

bad mouth skitzos will u!