Dude, from what you say, maybe you should take a trip out of town for a while. there is one thing i have learned about violence after years of studying how to inflict it, seeing it's place in history and it's results, studing the human social sytems as they exist and have existed. there is one CONSTANT to VIOLENCE and that is: once violence is initiated, IT WILL ALWAYS ESCALATE TO THE NEXT LEVEL!

goodluck on this one, you may have finally found a reason to learn how to control yourself. i mean if your actions make you dead, maybe it's time to stop those actions..