I'm always known to be a calm and calculated fellow.

But the problem is, I am going through this real extreme hatred problem. Kind of like what friendowl was talking about but much more extreme.

I just hate everything I see all of a sudden, like it's like a bad trip where you are seeing only the negative and dirty aspects of everything. I can't see anything but imperfections. It's kinda scary.... I feel kind of like a young child who was just born is in a 21 year old's body, and it's learning about everything for the first time BUT it's all negative impressions.