You need to accept what marijuana does to you. The more you accept the high the better you will feel. If your 19 I would recommend you growing some sativa and smoke a whole blunt...If you get the same effects you should know that it's natural. What your saying does seem natural seems like you were just having a panic attack and is too paranoid about your high. BTW WakingDream...are you meaning to tell me when I feel like something is going from my stomach all the way up to my brain that feel a lil' cold thats the THC reaching my brain? Lol.