I'ts called use not abuse. I've been smoking on and off (mostly on) for about 24 yrs. Never been busted no troubles. If all your doing is sitting around getting high all day you're not going to be motivated to do much else. My neighbors boys both have lost jobs and are deadbeats because all they do is sit around, smoke and party with their also deadbeat friends. Sounds like you had it pretty together. Lay off it and get your self back together. Then if you still want to smoke, there is always the right place and time. Good luck. Wish you the best. :thumbsup: