Hello Ecto Well I have to admit I'm looking for the problem but to be honest I can't find it. What you describe sounds pretty much like an average 18 year old too me



You said .......... " I don't know it's weird I just can't picture myself being that intimate with someone I barley know". ................. there is nothing weird about that at all, simply just get to know the person before any intimacy takes place
I know that I personally would have no desire to be intimate with someone unless I knew them well first. Just remember that there is no time limits on relationships. Also I think that it is far nicer to know, respect and like someone first, it makes those intimate moments far more special


As for hanging on to those past memories, well memories are always there, we learn from our past experiences, but we have to also keep the past where it belongs ................. in the past. So learn from them but also don't let them interfere with the future.



Oh and you said ............................"I think to much and I like conversation. That and the fact that I have quite a few quirks about me". .......... There is nothing wrong at all with thinking and liking conversation, that's what being human is all about.
As for having a few "quirks", .................... hmmm who doesn't have a few of those, that's what makes us each our own individual self


Try not to worry, you're 18 just relax, take life as it comes and enjoy the "fun bits"


love mand xxx