I understand what hes saying. When i was put on Probation, it took away my passion(smoking). I got really depressed for a while then just didn't care anymore and started "harder" drugs. I started doing yay and then clear. It really did make my life a stressful hell and never did ANY good. I finally got off probation ironically for not going to the meetings. I got arrested and stayed in jail for 15 days and they let me off. The day after i got off I smoked about a half and never felt happier in my life... I havn't done clear since i got off probation, and i only do yay like once a month. Also something I found really fucked up was i heard from a friend of mine (whom had the same P.O.) that my former P.O. was asking about my dad and asked if he smoked pot, That proves to me that they don't care about the individual on probation... just their convictions and the right to say "I put that dirty drug-using criminal in jail."... It makes me sick that there are people(if they even deserve that title) out there that think so wicked... If potheads are the evil people of the world then hell's going to be a blast!