i suppose it's truly about whether i have brain damage from doing a bunch of drugs, or if the drugs had no affect on my mental state and i'm having some major self-importance issues. i may be able to articulate myself quite well on the internet, but as for up close and social...uhuh...i'm fucking stupid. goddamnit! ding-ding-ding, we've got a winner!! [*whisper* he'll be back. ]