There's a difference between "Suicide is never the answer" and "There are always other options", and I think anti-suicide bs should adopt the latter. Why don't you start your own online company? You can manage it all from home. You could be more than for yourself by becoming some sort of activist. Why don't you lobby for legalised euthanasia (I apoligise if I offend anyone for saying this, but for anyone that doesn't know, in this context, it can mean aided suicide), then be the first legally eauthanised in that state/nation (if it's already legal in canada, lobby in America).