Quote Originally Posted by mrdevious
man you guys don't even get it.

I CAN'T go to trades school because I don't have the math and science prerequisits, nor am I any good at either of those disciplines.

I CAN'T go into a trades because of my physical condition. it's not a simple matter of painkillers, I can dope myself up till I'm seeing trains flying in the sky, it still hurts too much just to stay on my feet.

I CAN'T even get a girlfriend, or a friend for that matter, because I'm a fucking loser piece of shit.

and I STILL CAN'T get a job and move out because I'm too physically fucked to work. and the government won't give me disability insurance or anything because I live with my parents, and they're not going to give me money to move out.

see what I mean? there's all sorts of wonderfull cliche solutions out there, but in practice non of them add up. even if there was a god, I'd fucking hate him.
dude.... u must think your the only one with problems, u don't got it so bad, i'm not sayin i got it worse cuz i dont, but other ppl do, think about the thousands who are raped every year, think about all the kids with no parents or family at all that have no-where to turn to, no home to go to, think about the parents whos kids are abducted, raped and murdered by peodophiles and nut cases, u don't have it as bad as you think u do m8, others DO have it worse, and they have the strength to go on living, why can't you, if u kill urself u will only be wasting your life, u will not get a second chance at life dude.

Peace