mrdevious, I'm not going to act like I have the answers to your problems. But I do have opinions of drugs and suicide and pain and whatnot - I'll just spill them and.... yeah, see what you think.

Some people are under greater pain than others. Be it physical, mental, emotional, or whatever. But would you rather have everything be fine? Are you sure you'd rather wake up in a nice home, with a great job, lots of money and a beautiful wife? Fuck man, THAT would be a better time to kill yourself, in my opinion.