You sound like a kool katt, glad you thought about it more. What are you good at, what's your favorite things to do? There's gotta be somethin you can make money off of in this world. Try to travel as much as possible, it's very stress relieving, and also you get to see whats out there that you can work for and have someday. Lifes not easy, and it wasn't meant to be, you gotta work for it man, if college aint your thing try somethin else. Theres strains of ganj out there that are extremely good for pains and depression...I just lost $250 playing poker, but as soon as I hit that skunk/diesel I'm happy as a nun on a period stickin the tampon in. Fuck it! if you have to drive to California to get it, make the trip and buy a couple oz's! Life gets better, I promise. Sucks about the pain, is there a surgury that can fix it? Physical therapyst?

Good luck bro, stay coo:smokin:

What kind of music do you like, where do you live, what are some of your favorite things to do? Come on man, us stonerz gotta stick together man, we can't be givin up and shit.