Ive thought about it man Im a very big guy im 16 6'ft 320 pounds history of diabetis is in my family my dad died when he was 44 from a bad heart (I was 8) I get pains in my chest alot so im scared about getting it and no girls like me not alot of people dont want to hang out with me so i pretty much stay at home eat and chill online from when i get home till i go to bed and get more fatter (cant even make friends online) so what do i have to live for? not much, but i hang in their man Im trying to get healthy buts its so fucking hard, So just hang in their I know what it feels like to not have any friends and to have bad pains i cant even run becouse my fucking knee gives out and im just all around a fat loser... but im not just going to kill myself...

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rastabill89 Reviewed by rastabill89 on . Thinkin about killing myself why? fuck it, that's why. I remember in high school they gave these stupid seminars on suicide telling us "people commit suicide because they want the pain to stop". well they're fucking stupid, because there's always more than one reason, and sometimes it may even be justified. I hate people who say "it's never the answer". well maybe sometimes it is, maybe the world isn't a big happy simple place where one answer fits all. And right now I realized that it may be my only choice left because I Rating: 5