hey dude i think about suicide everyday i lost my wife to cancer after being married for three weeks and i live in constant pain everyday also not just physical either but life is a fight everyday is another round with youreself and being alive is better than losing that fight talk to somebody that you trust and can help its definitely worth it believe me i hope you can get through the depression youre in i know its not easy but its worth it fight on bro and if you ever need someone to talk to im bigjez67 on aol im im here for you peace