yes, why the physical pain? Seek help through a counselor, hospital, etc. It sucks to think of, but u might need hospitalization at a psych hospital to get away from all the stress, clear your head, and get feeling better. u can also be put on meds and be monitored there, to see if the meds are working or not. I work at a psych hospital. It opens your eyes to see others worse off than you, also. U get to appreciate what u do have by seeing what others don't have. I love seeing people get better. I hope that you take this advice to heart. Take very good care of yourself. College years are very tough, but u will survive. Just take the time u need to help u!