take some oxycontin for the pain and move to montana...
nobody here has social lives..
nobody can, because there is no opportunity... suicide is a permanent resolution to a temporary prob... but for you the temp prob isnt going away, but things will get better for you id you dont think about how much you think youre a loser because i guaruntee that not everybody else out there thinks you are a loser...\
i get this way sometimes too just thnk about how much everybody else thinks im shit and stuff then i just try not to think about it n just be strong n suffer through it for a few days and then i pull through fine
i understand that you have physical pain as well as mental pain and that is very unfortunate, but ill assure you... you arent the only one, and the girlfriend thing... i really guaruntee you you arent the only one... youll find someone eventually, i dont have one, still a virgin at 17, im just waitin my turn to succeed in life, because everybody has thier turn and things will go good for a while
you will get your turn, its up to you to strengthen your personality and person to fight through this shit we call misery
some people are very lucky and dont have too much misery, but by having this pain in your life you ultimately become a stronger person-- dont just let all that go... see what you can accomplish in your state, then when you do something good say fuck off to everybody else that said you couldnt do it and then you will be, in a sense, a superior person to them... if you are looking for a chance to succeed and get ot of this funk youre in, now is the time...
living through this situation and come out the other end still kicking and not giving up, you will be a better person and with being a better person, comes happiness

never give up... no matter what, because all you are doing is strengthening yourself for the future...

peace.....one day at a time..