Ive thought about it man Im a very big guy im 16 6'ft 320 pounds history of diabetis is in my family my dad died when he was 44 from a bad heart (I was 8) I get pains in my chest alot so im scared about getting it and no girls like me not alot of people dont want to hang out with me so i pretty much stay at home eat and chill online from when i get home till i go to bed and get more fatter (cant even make friends online) so what do i have to live for? not much, but i hang in their man Im trying to get healthy buts its so fucking hard, So just hang in their I know what it feels like to not have any friends and to have bad pains i cant even run becouse my fucking knee gives out and im just all around a fat loser... but im not just going to kill myself...

TTYL