nothing really.. just saying it.. cuz i needed to say it.. saying stuff in writing form.. helps me think it out better.. and i just so happened to be really bored and not tired cuz i took too much nyquill last nigth and slept all day today.. so yeah.. but any way.. i kidna was asking. how can you convince yourself NOT to be jealous .. or something like that.. i dunno i am.. so out of it..