I am glad you are happy but it does seem like you're trying to convince yourself you don't want MJ. Perhaps if you just cut way back? Or vaporized? Or cooked with MJ? That way you wouldn't be harming your health and you also wouldn't feel deprived. If your woman loves you she'll understand. Forgive me if this offends you, I certainly don't mean anything by it, I just want everyone to be truly happy!