How Deep Can You Go . . .

[Ganj]

i know what you're talking about. i'm in deep thought most of the day.

have you ever wondered what it would be like to find out that you're schizophrenic and that all the answers that you came up with for all of those questions turned out to be fake and wrong. that would be hell to know that you are wrong but still come to those same conclusions and believe in them.

makes you damn glad you're not schizo

.....just to share some of the everyday madness of my mind....

or are we? everyone's a little crazy. have you ever thought about our society. we were brought up to believe all of this his-story and we used all of it to form the society we live in today. history is being written today.

[smoke ranger]

Ive learned to read a personality like a book, I guess what youre speaking of woul be what I consider street smarts...things you can do on a hunch, that most people take hours to think about...cause you've been deep inside yur mind and studied these things before now, whatever, I hate babbling about this shit, lol

[PureEvil760]

What happens when you think a thought, and then realise that you are not that thought, but merely observing the thought from a deeper position.

Thats all that needed to be said in this thread.

[Polymirize]

word... except, I also want to say this:

Holy shit SSW, you cling to your ego like a drowning man to a life raft. Let go of your desire for enlightenment already...

That is all.

[Stoner Shadow Wolf]

im good at implying everything i do not truly mean... i have a mental flaw or some shit... i cant communicate my thoughts...


i was just replying to MrDevious' post. all truth. truth online = ego?

if i were to have no ego, i would not exist online, for that is all that CAN exist, is faccets of ego, words from your 'self'.

offline, i am almost a whole different person. online i just pour out my thoughts.

[PureEvil760]

posting on forums is a form a feeding your ego..sometimes it does it to me but i try to catch it.

[Stoner Shadow Wolf]

yeah i know what you're saying, i used to be REAL bad about it, but i caught myself, and cleaned up my act, i want to get away from the internet really, i want to live off the land a billion miles away from civilization and not have to worry about anything anymore... or die and never come back to this god forsaken rock.

[hubblebubble]

you can go so deep you send yourself mad

[PureEvil760]

SSW ur still REAL bad about it..I am too dont worry about it though.

[Polymirize]

^^ word. I've got a hell of an ego myself. But at least I'm aware of it (or at least partially aware of it). I think trying to deny the ego is fundamentally unhealthy. But that doesn't mean it should control you either.