Man, i totally used to be like you, only a little more extream. For a while all i could think about was "Chicks don't dig me, whats wrong with me? What else can i try? Maybe i'm not going for the right type of girl." Whatever. Anyway, it lead me into a deep deppression for about a year.

And then i discovered weed . . .

And like the Great Cornwall Jackson tells me, weed fixs EVERYTHING. He's right too.

Well anyway, i was having a lot more fun. I was hangin out with a lot of knew people and i was doing more with my friends. Soon, i stopped trying to get a girlfriend (partly because i have tried everything, i changed look, personality more then once, probably more then 5 times) and i stopped trying to figure out why i couldn't. Hell, i had never once heard about anyone like me in that way. And then, the deppression went away because i wasn't thinking about as much.
Over time i made myself belive that i would never ever be with anyone, to totally devote myself to the magic that is the high. I never gave dating and shit a second thought. I just didn't care anymore and guess what? Girls started liking me!!! Of course i've still never been with anyone, but now that is MY choice.

Dude, just stop caring. I remembered theorising on why some guys just can't seem to get girls and i noticed that the guys who did have girls never really seemed to care all that much. I theorised that if i stopped caring, they'd start caring and it looks like for me i was right.

Man, don't dwell on these kinds of things. You'll end up seriously fuck up your mind.