to tell you the truth i havent been really happy in anout two years now its just like this shit never stops like u know after a couple of bad things in your life or things go wrong and your ''cmon for fucks sake somethings gotta go right'' lol but it never does these days sumtimes i feel sufocated(spelling?)like i just wanna say fuck this im gonna end it but theres no way to end it xcept sumthing stupid liek suicide but truly i beleive suicide is the weak way out like id b a coward and that pisses me off more and thats when i go like crazy and throw things around and smash shit.

i havent thrown a ''wobbly'' in about a month now but u know like a big sneeze its brewing