I didn't know you've used but regardless... 6 times? In a span of how long?

I've used twice and I'm completely healthy. No anxiety or depression... so what gives? Maybe you did to much Meth?

The fact of the matter is... whatever bullshit you spout... it's YOUR fault for using and 6 times is more then enough to cause some "damage", although it couldn't possibly be that bad. But whatever... if you feel that Meth contributed to or even caused that "damage" then go right ahead. I can't say what is what... I don't know you. But I could guess that you abused it and you fucked yourself.