Quote Originally Posted by KeanBean
so, my friend calls me yesterday n tells me hes havin a kegger, so i go wit another friend. we get there, n everyones drinkin, havin a good time, including myself. so i decide to buy some trees off some kid. so me, a friend, n some older kid, hes like 21, go out n smoke, n im blazed as shit. i come back inside, n its like i cant talk to anyone. i wasnt havin an anxiety attack or nething, i just got that really bad paranoia feeling, n my eyes were the worst out of everyone there. people would jus look at me n look away, like i couldnt even talk to neone, n usually i can talk to everyone. i jus moped around awkwardly all nite, feelin like shit. fuck it, im not blazin anymore when im out wit people. any word of encouragement??
i know the feeling. while i was on acid, i realized that i dont want to smoke weed recreationally.

i want to use it to explore, learn, and maybe teach. i like to smoke with people that are into the mind and stuff like that.