i do understand what your saying but im still not shure what decision im gunna make i mean if i do come out and refer to it like its nothing than i dunno i will still probably get my ass wooped and if i keep it secret and get caught again im gunna get my ass wooped, so i have decided to keep it a secret and not get caught its really the only choice i have cuz i shure as hell dont wanna get my ass wooped and im making no sence sin ce i am so fucked on dxm lol