yea, the sat/ind thing should work fine. so would the alcohol/smoking again theory. But yea man, those highs you got when you started, everything was so perfect. I used to smoke with this girl a few years older then me everyday at her parents place who didn't care, and then we would always have sex, everyday, it was so nice. and that shit was free for me too, her older brother used to hook us up, man, I gotta find another french girl.