Cheer up dude. No matter what happens you're not going to survive life. If it interests you try, it if it makes you happy do it agian. It's easy to put down. I know many people who have tried it a few times then put it down cuz it wasn't right for them. What makes me happy might not make you happy, but atleast you will know if it makes you happy or not.

Now where are my Cheetoes?