Ok, I guess this would qualify as a disaster, and I could also use some advise if anyone reads all of it. I'm pretty stoned so hopefully it makes sense.

I was over my friend's girlfriend's dorm room, and she gave out some ADD pills to everyone there. I met one of her friends who was visiting. We talked for a little while and I told her we should stay up, and she could sleep at my dorm. We started drinking and watched a movie, then things started getting sexual. I went down on her then she tried to give me a b.j. but I couldn't get hard. I thought it was from the drinking, but that had never happened before, so I think it was from the ADD pills. Anyways I continued to eat her out and finger her until she came. She told me it was the best she had had we could be fuck buddies. Later that night we tired to fuck again but I still couldn't stay hard. We talked for a while after that since the pills kept us awake. She left in the morning, and my friends asked me what happened that night. I was embarrassed that I couldn't get hard so I told them I fucked her. My friend then told his girlfriend what I had told him, so she went and asked the girl about what happened that night and they told me she said that we just made out and is pissed at me for telling people we had sex. I tried to txt msg the girl the day after, and a week after, but she never replied.

It has been about two weeks since that night. I feel like shit about what happened. I did like her and want to see her again. Any advise?:what: