i never truly realized how much ego i dont actually have, while managing to retain a huge egotistical attitude... not having an ego is part og my having a huge ego, but this is in the eyes of others, which i find humurously ironic.

i have found that people will become angrier when you show no emotion... that when you display no ego, people become infuriorated with you, and even call you egotistical.

untill i really thought about it, i thought they were right, i thought that i did, in fact, have some bloated ego, and i was just dismissing it, but after a deeper look into myself, i realize that my ego is very small actually, and on the verge of nonexistance.
Stoner Shadow Wolf Reviewed by Stoner Shadow Wolf on . Ego-dissolution So, a question for the board. I read a lot of trip reports on here that seem to think a bad trip involves losing your concept of self for a period of time. I have had trips where I forgot everything (literally) and simply existed for an unknown length of time. However, perhaps because of my particular outlook this is one of the most satisfying parts of the trip for me. I've had it to some extent everytime I trip. I consider some overcomings to simply be part of the trip. You know: buy Rating: 5