i never truly realized how much ego i dont actually have, while managing to retain a huge egotistical attitude... not having an ego is part og my having a huge ego, but this is in the eyes of others, which i find humurously ironic.

i have found that people will become angrier when you show no emotion... that when you display no ego, people become infuriorated with you, and even call you egotistical.

untill i really thought about it, i thought they were right, i thought that i did, in fact, have some bloated ego, and i was just dismissing it, but after a deeper look into myself, i realize that my ego is very small actually, and on the verge of nonexistance.