look god wont help you ,you have to help yourself and if you husband hits you in front of your kids then you should get as far as you can from that cunt(sorry) but you have to think of the damage that is getting done here you and your kids need happiness and you wont get that sitting on your but waiting in the invisable guy from upstairs hes lying about with a joint laughing at us all,if he does exist he needs a kick in the balls for not doing his job lol lol seriously go get help think of the kids