once in a wile - you get to that point

[davidmtml]

I've actually just stopped smoking a few days ago, won't go back for about 3 weeks. my highs just aren't enjoyable at all anymore

That's exactly how it is. Sometimes, I'll get high...and right in the middle, I'll think "why am I doing this, I don't even want to be high right now." That's when I decided to take a week or longer break.