Before about a week ago, I would have said yes, without weed, I am a whiney prick.

But honestly going this week sober (not by choice) really has let me sort of clear my mind in a way that being high couldn't do. I cant really explain it, but it's like sobriety is a trip in itself. I dunno really, but I now know that weed doesn't control me. I mean yeah, I love to smoke and get high because it generally puts me in a good mood and makes me feel good, but at the same time, it's not some "crutch" I have to use all the time. Like tonight...right now it's almost 2 am and I should be in bed, but instead I felt like just writing down some of the many thoughts floating around in my head. It felt pretty good to just vent so to speak about whatever was either bothering me or was on my mind. Sorry if this is confusing, it's hard to put into words.

That's all. NOW, I think I'll go to bed.