could you imagine the beginning of this study? alright, some scientist student, sitting around thinking and whatnot, eating their yogurt, when suddenly! "i wonder if this bacteria could be used to fight hiv?" i mean, what the fuck are these scientists thinking?! it seems like they are willing to spit-out anything if it'll bring some hope to the people. whatever it takes i suppose. the fact of the matter is, hiv will never be obliterated. no diseases for that matter. pandora's box has been opened, people. i got to get in on this "whatever it takes" state-of-mind, or just be one of the suckers who believes. someone who desires truth, who yearns for it, but is looked upon as a dope because he believes. because he trusts. it's sad really. to be taken advantage of that is, but if insulting my intelligence is something someone needs to get by, then i don't think this world has much use for me anymore. i've had it. i've been far down the rabbit-hole. almost to a point of no return. on my way out, i realize. this walk was meant to be alone. just the two of us -- alone.