Quote Originally Posted by sharpezor
sometimes i think i need anger management.

ive never been an angry person, any time of my life. always kind of quiet and nice. but just this last few months, i just freak out sometimes. sometimes i get so angry at somebody i just ... shake or go into a blind rage and say things i shouldnâ??t. sometimes i think of beating the shit out of the person/people im mad at (I never do it). and after, i feel VERY bad for thinking such things, sometimes I even fel like crying or screaming. even little things like movies can make my emotions go crazy. I do my best to make it not visible to anyone around me.

it really sucks and i donâ??t want it to be like this. but i cant help it. Maybe its all the years of suppressing im finally going crazy. I should tell my doctor

and no im not a psycho, I feel I have stong love and compassion for my fellow man, its just that they CAN BE SO FUCKING annoying sometimes

i suggest you to try meditation. just concentrate on nothing, or good toughts. you need to find the reason of your problem tho, or else you will never solve it..

just see whats bad in your life or whatever. maybe its the city, as u said. maybe its something else.. u may want to consult someone that can help ya you know, its always good to do that

peace