Nothing to be ashamed of. It's just society's hypocrisy and stupid laws that create the "stigma." But the truth is, a lot of highly intelligent, well educated professionals like the holy weed (if I do say so myself imp: Even the late Carl Sagan, the world famous astrophysicist (also an egotist) was a seasoned stoner; he said he always got his best ideas when taking a long shower after smoking a joint. I like the idea, though I recommend bubble baths myself.