What is a fella to do!????

[Nochowderforyou]

your talking about a relationship that doesnt exist... get a real girl, and leave your computer at home

Exactly.

Get out of the story you built up in your head, step back into reality. She isn't yours (yet) and it shouldn't be any of your business until you do. How you do it...that's up to you. What will you do for a girl? Everyone is different, do what you feel is right.