as i said earlier, i've let go of an emotional addiction. as to why i was addicted to depression is beyond me. i noticed that depression would create optimistic thinking, but there are other things that also promote that thinking. positive thinking, people, is my key. we all have a ball of negative thinking, but it's when you begin to overlap that addiction with positive thinking is when you begin to see. when your eyes are opened. i feel like a snake, shedding it's skin and beginning a new life.

i'm glad to hear i've inspired you, kiki. that's what people need. inspiration and influence. we're all gods of our own reality. become that god you were born to be.