"and i'm also paranoid that people can read my thoughts, so when i'm around people, i'm always masking my thoughts by thinking stuff that they might expect me to be thinking, instead of what i really think"

theres someone I KNOW is reading my mind because he responds to my thaughts all the time but I dont think he knows how he's doing it. It's kinda scary because I have lots of thaughts that I shouldn't so I suppress them really hard when he's around.