Thanks for the replys everyone. I definately think it has to do with your mental state too. I have been out of work for a few months and just getting bs responses with unemplyment running out. I got a second interview on Mon for a very good position.
Wish me luck and hope when I get back into the swing of things, I can smoke with some peace of mind and also with some medical coverage, talk to someone to see if I can find a way to relax when feeling like that.
I am just gonna take it easy for a bit and see.
PS just hit a small bowl and feeling ok, but still have that feeling in the back of my mind. not buggin out though so i hope it is just my nerves which are shot lol
thanks everyone